(a memorial poem)
Every one has his own Lebanon
a handsome dead soldier carried on my shoulders
I brought with me from Lebanon
His name mumbles to me
I do not want to remember his face
Every one has his own Lebanon
scratched on his soul
I remember only the rocks, the ascent
Breathing hard, falling on thorns
and he upon me and he
with me from Lebanon
Yoav,
At morning, a light tapping waking up his soldiers,
Sharpening the end of a pencil,
on a blank sheet of apper
a world is recorded now:
tensed faces, a ram caught in the green tree.
Dust and the smell of blood reising from an ambush.
He died handsome, Yoav.
A spot on his forehead, like an Indian girl promised to a man
they did not harm
the freckles the body continued to attack like a panther
and Lebanon with me is not sufficient to burn
Every one has his own Lebanon
an embryo grows stabs
so you'll remember!
Open Lebanon your doors and all my winged
visionary soldiers will come
and they will be planted in you like cedars.
Like Yoav, like Nadav.
His look is like that of Lebanon
and who has betrothed a wife
and has not taken her with him
in a tongue of flames
wants to shout with me
from Lebanon my bride with me
from Lebanon come
clotted with the stain, those pierced by the sword
living as if in widowhood
why has your face darkened Lebanon
the dawn does not rise caught
in the fog lowering a curtain on memory, a heretic flash.
Yossi,
Sitting in a patrol jeep, long flexible legs gathered to
the deer-like body of a good boy from Ashdod.
Doing a communications check with God.
God come in, over.
All night the fire burned, consuming the cedars of Lebanon
identifying Danoch by the white teeth of his smile
Lebanon became gutted, withered, charred
when a seed was buried in his fathe rin the embrace of souls
and may the Lord guard them
when flames flared up in Moshe and Eran
Every one has his own Lebanon
a burning heart that is not comsumed
once I returned there:
to Lebanon in a tank like a young wild ox
and I found in the birch tree a ram's horn was held.
The ram fled (like the leg of Itamar
which remained in the thicket)
she is opposite me in the living room, above the books
she guards against my lowering of a curtain.
Or, on another occasion, opposite the Syrian Hermon
I am teffilin in a Greek temple, a military post penetrating
the heavens
Where are you, mother
go up to Lebanon and shout
and the wayfarers will not let go
I go with them
against my will
Every one has his own Lebanon
a handsome, dead soldier carried on my shoulders
and all his girls whisper his name
and he is upon me
and he is with me from Lebanon
translated from the Hebrew by Larry Barak
4th of Iyar, 5760
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